life starts at 6,5 and I learnt it the hard way

as a 5,2 male, the only thing i will ever witness upon myself is rejection and ridicule

In my friendgroup, everybody makes fun of me as im essentially the punching bag. They keep joking about fucking me over and using me as anal beads because my skin is also so bumpy cuz acne. Sure guys will always be rude and mean but they will take any chance to use me up dry

Due to the more ignorant me being blinded by love and tropes i seen, i decided to start dating, I did so three times and neither of them worked.

The first girl was this really really pretty blonde named Stacy. I knew her from her socials but besides we did not know much, when i came up to her, she instantly slapped me in the face and called me a "dwarf ass nigga!"

the second girl was also this pretty but asian girl named Chole, suprisingly we started talking for a fair bit but then she dropped "so little boy, are you still a virign " why would she say "still" like if she wasnt any taller than i was! I instantly left that foid

third time is the charm right? fuck no. This okay looking brunette fooled me at first (yet again) to make think such a conversation would go anywhere. She then got her ass slapped by some six foot monster and she instantly lost attention to me. I went home and cried in my bed.

Ive come to the conclusion that everything i try to do in like will just make things worst so i might as well just end it all. Its been a shit time talking to none of you fucks.